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Hold me tight
Put my worries out of sight
As I watch all my fears unfurl
I think I'm gonna hurl
Without my Auntie Mick
I'm sure I'd be sick
Hold me close and don't let go
I can't stand to be alone
I've been on my own far to long
And always had to be strong
Now I need to rest
Put my head on your chest
Hold me close and don't let go
These Wars I fight No One Knows..
If you look within her eyes
You can almost read her lies
As she lives her life in fear
Of those who might get near
And uncover her disguise
She's created an illusion
To eradicate confusion
And keep her secrets hidden
Of a love that is forbidden
She's a master of delusion
Such idyllic poise and grace
Painted smile on her face
But it's all a masquerade
This web that she has made
Her perfect hellish place
Deep secrets she will keep
Haunting nightmares in her sleep
Impenetrable lock upon that door
Her truth she must ignore
But in darkness she will weep
True love she so professes
While his ego she caresses
But what she'll not
your words slice through me
sharp as a knife
my blissful happiness is gone
because of this strife
each day is the same
you break me, then put me back together
i'll go to my room to hide
when i come out, you act like you don't remember
you don't see how hurt i am
even though it's so clear
and no matter how many times i cry
you don't see a single tear
you don't understand how much pain you cause me
you'll never understand my sorrow
you don't know how many times i pray
that it'll be better tomorrow
but i'll never be better
for when i think there's finally peace
it's all torn away
it comes to cease
i end up broken
just like b
Why do you feel the need to bring me down
make me feel so stupid
Patronize with all your low blows
I don't need your advice
I don't need you to criticize
all I am
all I do with my life, it's up to me
I don't need your approval
Don't need your words
Don't care about your beliefs
or need you to hold me up for size
You want my respect and will give none in return
I've never felt you were wrong for believing all that you do
I never asked you to change
So why am I expected to
I don't need the negativity in my life
Your hatered is a masked emotion for fear
Your so afraid of having me in your life
Deep inside you ar
Music,
It's very Powerful,
When it hits me,
I feel nice and cool,
Music is a way to feel,
It can cheer you up when you are sad,
Or calm you down,
When you are mad,
Music can do many things,
It can help you sleep at night,
No matter how you feel,
It will seem all right,
Music has many different styles,
Loud or soft, short or tall,
Styles so numerous,
You couldn't count them all,
Music can be anything,
It can be summer, spring or fall,
It can be everything,
Or nothing at all,
Sorry if you don't agree,
But that is how and why I feel,
Music is as Powerful as it is,
It is here and very real.
Look into my eyes and you will see unimaginable pain
Look into my eyes and you'll never sleep again
Look into my eyes and you will see a fragile child
Look into my eyes and you will see the baron desert wild
My eyes tell the story of this tattered heart
My eyes cry for inspiration. Poetry. Art.
My eyes will keep you awake at night
My eyes are battered and bruised from the fight
These eyes will drown you in their tears
These eyes have been running for so many years
These eyes do not know what peace can be
These eyes have seen more than any soul should see
Brown eyes engulfed by the bitterness of ice
Brown eyes disillusioned by the
Why do i cry?
Night and day
Won't you take my hand?
Take me away...
Unleash me from my pain
Free me from my fears
Grant me a life
Where i shed no tears
Just take my hand, and hold on tight
For if you let go, i may never see the light
Darkness dwells in the depth of my heart
And bit by bit, tears it apart
The sounds of sorrow, the sounds of pain
It's all to much, i can't handle life's touch
Why did it have to be this way?
I'm an empty shell broken and torn
Covered by a mask, that covers my past
Darkness chews, eating me inside
Yet i tell no one
I just run and hide
Tears flowing freely down my once cheerful face
My heart be
I look into the world and what do I see. A new day at school and no one knows. I fell in love with her. I fell for this girl. No she isnt like most it seems. Beauty in ways she never seems to see. I start to wonder if she even realizes how I feel about her.
I talk to her and she talks right back but its not in person it seems. Online conversations seem a little unreal. It just seems she cant see what I see in her. She has a heart so pure and caring. But she doesnt see how I can care for her. I wish she knew. I talk to her and try to make her see how I feel. But its never seems to be there.
I see her now walking to class
Current Residence: California!! Favourite genre of music: everything execpt country that's annoying, rap songs that have so many curse words u only hear Favourite photographer: dunno Favourite style of art: dunno Operating System: huh? MP3 player of choice: i pod Shell of choice: O.o Wallpaper of choice: o.O Skin of choice: o.o Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha, Miroku, Stewie, Chi i dunno I have lots
Favourite Visual Artist
to many to count
Favourite Movies
anything funny or with a good plot
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
anything that has good lyrics
Favourite Writers
anyone I can relate to
Favourite Games
Kingdom Hearts and all Final Fantasy oh and Soulcalibur II and III, and DDR!!!
Tools of the Trade
my camera, and insight
Other Interests
books, talking about real live situations no drama
So tell me (if you do this for me, expect one in return)
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
* I committed suicide:
* I said I liked you:
* I kissed you:
* I lived next door to you:
* I started smoking:
* I stole something:
* I was hospitalized:
* I ran away from home:
* I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
* Personality:
* Eyes:
* Face:
* Hair:
* Clothes:
* Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] D
Last day at Borders is Tuesday!!! And I got a job to be a Veternarian Technician starting Wed!!!! Assisting in surgeries, doing labwork, drawing blood, doing check-up, all that cool jazz!!! Working at Borders was cool and everything, but this can advance my career big time. If anyone has known me from a kid they will vouch for me, I always said I wanted to be a Veternarian since I was 6...so yah, super stoked! WOOT!!
Hm...been forever since I did one of these. Well not much new with me, just working. I still work at Borders, but I'm trying to get a Vet Tech job, I'm waiting to here back from them, and I have an interview for the SPCA in 2 hours to be an animal care taker.
So that's me!
But more importantly what's up with everyone else!?! Update me!! I'm ready for some gossip, secrets and scandals!!! :-p